dEaTh NoTe

The thing I hate the most is to trample on other people’s good will.

In your eyes lies all happiness for this new world.

WATEVA, Fuckeva im ATHELIST, SATANIST or catalyst, wateva it is, or wateva i do,

I KNOW SOME 1 IS UP THERE,

WATEVA U CALL HIM,

GOD>CHRIST>RAM OR ALLAH,

i knw hesWATCHIN MY EVRY MOVEMENT,

PLZ SHOW ME A SIGN,

SEND ME a fairy OR 2!

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im feeling likeDr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde,

bt the question is i cant feel whr is HyDE!!!

icant feel them individually,

ma b i should go back nd stop everything>>>

now ican see so unseenz!!!

ColorZ Of tHE WorlDz OutSidE

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24 February'11

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Stomach n Leg(Right) r on massive damage,

Immunity gone,

Stamina downd,

Strength decreasing,

Now willforce is the only HOPE...

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b care!fooL...

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25 February'11

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i saw a dream last night!!!

i had a pet, i dont like pet personally?Bt more peculiar is, it was a TIGER!!!

and i really loved it,

i dont really know hw much time i was dreaming in...

bt the tiger went bigger, nd trustworthy...

Nd i really felt somethng, some emotion for first time ma b???(im not sure)

i neva felt that kind b4 for any1...

afterwhile ma b everythng has gone,

nd like i dint even remember it after i woke up.

i recalled it later @ noon...

whn i was smoking N' on rickshaw...

AND im really missing that TIGER thn

DONT EVEN KNOW WAT WAS IT?

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28 February'11

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Feeling lil bit change INSIDE,

Physically bcomin something,

something bigger...

mentally death has been accepted a long b4...

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6 March'11...4.50am

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sometimes its feel like.... everybody’s leavin,

everybody’s going away,

doesnt feel lonly though,

looks like its regular...

regular like everyday we blow the smoke....

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17 April'11...4.50am

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keep all the fun,

They are for u...

bt keep the pains...

which u threw outside a long ago,

i took it... coz it has no place to go...

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3 May'11...7.05pm

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Think ur self the ONE nd only, LIKe everyone ELSe...

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10 May'11 12.44pm

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whn people waits for something big or somethng impossible,

they fight nd comes depressed

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19 jun'11 11.44am

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I know you always there for me,

You know what's in my vein,

I can feel you to kneel before you,

I just cant take it anymore,

Still I will try not to disobey you,

And you Know that too...

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19 jun'11 11.44am

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VULE JAS NE,

TUI OW EKBAR KRIDOSH CHILI,

GOLAI HOITO SEKOLER CHINHO NEI,

KINTU TOR MONER DAG GHUCHBE KE?

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